to myself,

Am I just going nutz? I am in a lose lose situation right now. Well, that's what ashley said. Omg I let things and or people get under my skin. Like everything bothers me. I'm sorry I don't wanna be hurt once again. Like I'm gonna be the stupid one get myself hurt again. Well its my choice. I follow my heart. Sorry my heart no more brain. So ya I'm stupid. Whaaaaaevz. Fuckin vent sesh with ash since we go from dianas till now. And ughh. This not even a letter auuu ready. Fuckit! BYE!

With love,
Ethel Sarian Clemente

dearfuckinblamemeforeverything,

Like seriously you have a fucking problem. Like you need to chill the fuck down. Mid life crisist or something. Fuck I think so. Shet those frickin hand prints aren't even my size so fuckin small.like omg. That was there for like the longest time. Mother even said that it was. You just no believe. No one believes me anyways.so what the fuck. That's your frickin friend kids hand prints. Do tell me that I did that or my friend cuz yeno what they don't even go there. They go straight to my room. So stfu. That's your tough shet kay bitch. Ughhh. Fucking erking!!

With love,
Ethel Sarian Clemente

dearmistaaah lyrics,

I know I'm ya girl and everything, but dammm. Got me cunfused.


With love
EthelSarianClemente

dearmistahconfused,

i know that your kinddda "idk" right now but yeno im still here ;] and i will ALWAYS be. we have had our up and downs, side to side and well ya i still will be this girl in ya life. we could not talk for a period of time but still will be thinking of each other on a daily basis. at least i think so -_- well idk what else to write down cuz im speechless right now. ill be back later to edit this.
with love,
Ethel Sarian Clemente

dearBFF,

heyy hehe im right by you. ans i see you you over there lisening to "more then friends". you look kinda sad. what wrong huh? hehhe. nah nah im here for yah. imishyaa bitchh! i cant life with out ya. idk how i would live with out you in my life. im forrrealllz. i see you almost evryday. and yah. even through everything you know i laaaav youu :* and if ya need anything im here >.< through those days that we didn't talk to eachother and TRIED to make like either of us even lived. Or those days where it was really akward. I'm here for you no matter what. Litterally you are my bestfriend. No joke. I could come to you,cry about god know what, and ill know your always be there for me. "Always in all ways" heheheehe. Wnd that goes both ways. You could come to me to.

with love,
EthelSarianClemente

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dearbitchasspunk,

Omg I know that I'm the stupidest girl in the whole damm world. And yeno I'm sorry. I'm so stupid...I think negative ALL THE TIME. I should've known.

-i wanna love you like never been loved, I wanna rock you like you never been rock, but I got another deal, baby tell me how YOU FEEL >.<



With love,
Ethel Sarian Clemente

dearbignosebitch

yes you! why you reading my blogger?!?!?!?!??!?!!! you wish you was meee!

bitch ya cant do it like me!


hehehehe jk >.<

dearmmmmh,

idk why i just cant. idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk idk fuck i just dont know!!!

dearidk,

I'm sorry. I honestly don't exactly know what I did wrong, but I tell you I'm sorry for the things I do know. I'm sorry for being mean and making you move. I'm sorry for not even trying to talk to you. I'm sorry for the thing I said. I'm sorry if I bug you. I'm sorry for the things I've done. I'm sorry for the things I may have said, and I didn't mean. I'm just sorry. Sorry for everything I did. I know that I'm the stupid one and I know that its my fault. And I know that I made everything worse. I'm sorry. If you don't want me in ya life anymore I understand. If you don't wannatalk to me, I understand. If you don't wanna see me, I understand. If you regret everything, I understand. I you nver want me in your life, I understand. It hurts me to not know exactly why your mad but I guess whatever I did was really fucked up of me. I'M SORRY

With love,
EthelSarianClemente

dear bifuckinpolar,

What the fucking hell! One mintue your mad as fuck. And then you come in to my room asking for my grades nicly and say thank you for helping. And then when you try to read my grades cuz your to stupid to understand it you get mad. Then when you finnally understand you say good job. And then you ask for a hug and kiss and I walk away cuz you was being all salty you get mad again. Shet man! What are you mad happy. Pick one dammmm. Omg soo erking as fuckkk auu ready.

With love,
Ethel Sarian Clemente

dear blame it on everything,

Like forreal kine, ya need to stop blamin everything on me. I'm not the only one. Like dammm there are others that could be the ones that did it. And just bcuz someone else is with her at the moment don't mean that she never do um. Yeeeno whata mean. Like. The 20 dollar thing. Forreal.whatever bitch. You say you never blame anyone and yes ya do fyi. You go mouthin off sayin I'm dirty and whatever. Bitch that's your fucking mess and shet. Ughhhhhhh. Whatever. Bye!

With love,
Ethel Sarian Clemente